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Abstract
In this chapter I reflect on the personal affective impact of my current oral history research into butch identity and lived experience in the UK and USA. Self-reflexivity is integral to good oral history practice and has always been at the heart of my research process. As a queer oral historian interviewing LGBTQ people, I am used to the personal affective impact of my research. Nonetheless, I have been struck by how deeply this particular project has touched me. In particular, the project has shone a spotlight on my experience of what I term ‘butch longing’. Tracing the trajectory of my own journey to butch identity and identificatory practices, I utilise work on queer affect by scholars such as Heather Love and Elizabeth Freeman to interrogate the place and power of butch longing in butch research. Ultimately, I argue that centring and embracing affective states, even those that might be considered ‘negative’, such as longing, can bring drive to queer oral history practice as well as provide a direction and focal point for affective states common to queer people living in a heterocentric world.
Original language | English |
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Title of host publication | Queering Desire |
Subtitle of host publication | Lesbians, Gender, and Subjectivity |
Publisher | Routledge |
Chapter | 18 |
Publication status | Published - Feb 2024 |
Keywords
- Queer
- lesbian
- oral history
- Affect Theory
- History of Emotions
- methodology
Projects
- 1 Finished
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Historicising Butch: Narrating Butch Lesbian Identity and Experience from 1950 – Present
British Academy/Leverhulme Trust
1/09/20 → 31/08/22
Project: Research